Weird FeeLinG…Down and Emotional~~
A bit down these days..Don’t think really can understand myself. I hope to be but i can’t..Last friday was attend a friend’s birthday party,its quite fun and drink a lot of wine. I thought i was so enjoy and happy so we continue to club..Once arrived ,i started to drink again and talked to one of my friend who i knew for sometimes..I dropped my tears after the conversation,i tried to stop but i can’t and that nite i chatted a lot with my friends and till late..Sometimes i thought i can understand myself and know what i want but now i know its not true..i STiLL lost myself but i will not give up~~I hate the person who hurt me before~~
December 7th, 2006 at 6:05 pm
ive heard once my fren told me bfore tat iz a tears always hv a million stories… i dunno wat iz ur stories but i bet it mz hv hurt u alot…. but y do we always hv 2 look backwards??? god made our heads infront so tat we could control our future n fate…. if we always look backwards we will nvr improve n will always feel sad, regret n hate…. dun let tis feelings control u but u control them…. the past iz jz a gudeline for u 2 improve urself….
December 8th, 2006 at 6:24 pm
Hurt and burst into tears is a kind of release. Life is full of sorrow but there will be laughter behind that. If tears could wash away your pain then cry out loud. Dont bury all the bitterness in your heart, this could only make you more suffer. and after all this, you need to be strong for there’s only YOU to make your own path. Remember the world goes round and time flies. It wont stop for you nor anybody. Don’t frown babe.. you are a cheerful and bubbly girl don’t you? Put a sweet smile on your face all the time. Be strong and be tough.
Love Cyr..
December 15th, 2006 at 8:33 pm
I Still Alive… U musT SurvIve! God Bless!
December 21st, 2006 at 9:10 am
funny that i also feel how u are feeling… depressed and mixture etc…