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Huh..feel so bad with this christmas..What the hell of the stupid guy did this to a girl,damn mad on that day..He was asking my phone num and told me that he bring phone so need my phone to save his num and he disappear after a while when someone talked to me..Can’t sleep well the whole nite cos i lost some of the important contacts in that phone..Heartache man cos just bought it last month~.~” What the shit of the guy..Dun let me see him again..Was my bad day

A bit down these days..Don’t think really can understand myself. I hope to be but i can’t..Last friday was attend a friend’s birthday party,its quite fun and drink a lot of wine. I thought i was so enjoy and happy so we continue to club..Once arrived ,i started to drink again and talked to one of my friend who i knew for sometimes..I dropped my tears after the conversation,i tried to stop but i can’t and that nite i chatted a lot with my friends and till late..Sometimes i thought i can understand myself and know what i want but now i know its not true..i STiLL lost myself but i will not give up~~I hate the person who hurt me before~~