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Finally, i’ve finished my job and the A1 racing is over..I must be happy right ?? But not..Still remember what i’ve did last few days,rushing all the way to meet clients and model..I can’t sleep well,can’t eat well and i’ve to worry about everything because im represent a company to handle this job and what im so angry and sad is because of the company..Never details me everything and sign any agreement with the oversea company that we deal with..I Did try my best to protect the models. I recalled something bad was happened last night,clients suddenly asked me about to change the models and i was frighten that time but luckily he called me in the midnight and changed his mind and no need to change the girls..phew~~I supposed to go sepang in the early morning today but really damn headache in this morning so i was late there and something bad was happened..Clients complaint again that the model didnt do well and 1 of them show face to client too..I just keep apologized to them but they didnt scold me as well. Still feel lucky but just damn disappointed with the company that i represent..I feel bad..Very bad..Its real….I don’t understand why they did things like that and different thinking with me . I think if this which start with honest and it would be good in the end..Hope i can get a good rest tonight~~~

Met lots different kind of peoples and things these few months…Isit good?? I don’t know but one thing i glad abt it is i get some good friends..Actually still confused about myself nowdays..Yea i do very enjoy and happy when hanging out with friends but feel sad and lonely when im alone,maybe i still don’t really understand about myself or what should i want..I’ve been trying very hard to get myself back.Decided to futher study in next year,have to look for colleges when get back to kl.I don’t want to waste my time anymore because i can feel im getting old as well.I feel guilty cos i treat my parents bad and long time never back and look for them till my mum need to sleep in my room.Aunt told me a lot is just my mum don’t want call and disturb me..Am i bad?? I do appreaciate the time when im with my parents,its not true before but its real for me now..Hope they can understand..Wish myself happy always..^.^