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Its already 7am now but i still not sleep yet..I know i should go and take a good rest and dont think so much but i cant..Yesterday such a blur day too..The phone called wake me up but i didnt answered the called coz very headache at that moment and just continue sleep untill evening..After that accompany my friend to shopping at starhill and bukit bintang(waste lot money)haa haa… Btw still not so happy.. I really don’t know what to do?I didnt went out for clubbing too but i think its good cos of personal reason^.^ Hope to see the person again,such a cute & funny person..THX for someone who care of me and i did read the sms..Thx a lot..Glad to have u guys as my friend and buddy..

Like my friends said im so blur recently..Some of them worried abt me cos got someone saw me talking with myself sometimes but i really dont now abt it..Actually they dont want let me know but i can feel that im a bit different with before..Haiz what to do?? Relax a bit or see doctor?? haa haa..what a stupid i am? But i think i damn stupid cos i met with a actor and drunk with him and at last i also dont he is a actor..blur blur…haa haa..but not that important for me anymore..My mood is quite down now,really feel like want to cry but its not worth rite? Hmm hope i will not see the one i dont want to see anymore la..cry a while and i think can sleep well..nitez

Huh…Back to kl again,quite boring hah…yesterday was so unhappy when still was in ipoh..After karaoke then back to friend’s hs and suddenly i started cried but i dont know why?? and i did stupid thing cos i made my friend cried too..what a bad girl i am…anywhere really thanks for him..he did take care me a lot before just we cannot together now..Thanks a lot..My memory

Yesterday i give out 2jobs and join my friends to party.We went to loft,maison and heineken rave party but the party was finished when we were there at 2am..After that we still going  somewhere to have fun..Im quite down but i didnt drunk as well..At 1st i just sit at there and looking all of them dance,drink ..After a while 1 of the girl came and talk to me and finally i got something in the conversation..Knew that someone who cheated on me but im not that sad just a bit disapponted..So on i treat them or anyone as a friend ,i dont expect that im always cheated by somebody who i trust..She ask me to call her whenever im sad and need someone to talk but dont think about the person anymore..Quite touched and we’ve captured some pics and soon will upload at here..They are my sweet friends ,forever and ever…I’ve been hurt for so long,sometimes i really cant accept the truth but life still go on and i know i have a lot of things to do in my future. I must fight for myself like wht she said rite?? Anywhere im going back to ipoh with my friends for 1day…miss u all..muacksss…

Whew~~Its 6 o’clock morning with a tired heart and body but still not sleep yet or u can say after this..Actually i also dont know what to say cause quite blur..Anywhere thx for u guy’s concern..I do appreciate..I always remember the person who treat me well and forget the person just pass by me..ok its time to rest..good nite ~~Zzzzz……

I started think about what did happened on me yesterday night? I mad, i cried and everyone thought i was drunk but i didnt..With a tired heart,maybe i really need to back to my hometown for sometime to help my dad do something..Whew~~Just received a phone call from my hometown friend,he know alot of me but he still treat me very well and he really did it..He ‘ve been waiting for me more than 2 years,he just told me find him whenever i need his help and ask me back 1st,feel so touched..And just talk to steve is a guy who treat e like sister and he gonna married in this december..Congratulation to him~~he dated with his wife more than 10 years and she’s the only one in his life,what a greatest guy in this world…Anywhere i know wht to do now…

Already 40+hours didnt take any food as well but still dont feel hungry,just feel like very tired..Im start thinking abt what am i doing now and i dont understand myself as well..so confusing now..What should i do rite now? Its time to relax my mind? I had think a lot and did lot stupid thing i never do before..I have start thinking abt this..Im like so bad now…Anywhere still thanks for my best friends who always support me~~

hmm..I slept for long hours today,i have no strenght to talk and face the problems..Something had changing around me these few days..Sad,im really tired..Feel very sick today,not even take any food and just sleep..I dono what im think abt now??Thx stephanie and sorry abt i didnt answer ur phone call cos i wan sleeping,will text u tomorow k?? im going to sleep again

I dont know what happened with myself cos i feel that sometimes i really hate man,always think that they such a lyers maybe of my 1st bf..I dont know how to believe in guys anymore or let them take care of me??? I know i just hate it cos many girls cry bcos the man…i feel bad..ready to drunk to9..im damn down and angry to9…

Well i do have a lotsa dreams b4 but i know its will never come true coz i dont have much time to explain..Somebody said i will not have a better life till i die then what should i answer?? Anywhere i want to thanks to justin,kleine,david,cyrus,wan yen ,jin,denny and some i duno their name…muackss